Lately I have been suffering from a complete surge in buyer's remorse. In the light of my rapidly dying (if not already dead) RPG group, I went a little "I can find a game people want to play" and purchased, thankfully at a discount, Traveller, Earthdawn, Shadowrun 4th Ed., and the Essentials version of D&D 4E. None of these actually garner me more players--it is just a shopaholic response to the stress. Now I think I am going to see about unloading some of these things to recoup the expense.
What's worse, actually attempts that have even small degree of legitimacy--posting notices around town and in local forums, have been a bust. I am thinking I am at some sort of crossroads--that what I had hoped to create here in my new home may be very difficult, if not impossible.